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i serenely zoom in
to the center of my i
a homecoming of sorts
prelude to the final true one
a living taste of paradise
experience of salvation
& in the surreal stillness
the self evolves to divinity
in a continuing elongated instant
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do i seemingly make sense?
ah, i am merely trying
to capsule in human language
what is indescribable in essence
so, no explanation or apology
it suffices if i indicate
nor can anyone possibly imagine
beyond what i have written
for this has never been
embodied, experienced, expressed ever before
by any soul in existence
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anyway, to continue with words
there is the divine presence,
awareness, proximity, love, bliss, potence
life remains long transcended
the self rendered a remote witness
the soul purged free
of all superficial delusions
as the i unites with gawde
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no, it isn't possible
words depict sundry aspect of reality
but truth is a multidimensional whole
human language itself as a medium
is grossly inadequate for pure mysticism
but i am not yet
calling it quits
let the stream of bliss
pour forth from me torrentially
& when the ecstasy gets unbearable
i shall seek words out again
to be able to endure
to remain human & sane
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god mocks humanity, life, existence
dancing visions that elude comprehension
the mysteries & riddles lie fully solved
in the process of god
merely becoming alive within myself
& i better
quit for now
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