6. it has just got to happen NOW!

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i close my eyes
& the sun quivers
& as i shut my eyes
the stars do waver in their cosmic courses
for as i withdraw my gaze
life squirms of its sheer worthlessness
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& lo, my lord!
& hearken, my master!
for i have now indeed
decidedly determinedly closed my eyes!
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i shall sit in my penance
withal apparently in temporary human disguise
& i swear by my faith
by my entire life lived
in your devotion & service
i do swear
by all your known believed understood trusted
repeatedly excessively
proven established rewarded glory
pleasure hotline
that i shall open my eyes
not as a human!
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if Grace be not
i shall
cease my breath itself
& NOW!
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let cosmic upheavals
mark my phoenix
i am not known
to lie or fail.
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my cause for birth
was pure divine will
& i shall now
realize my desired destiny!
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and, ah!
the bliss
of your intimate togetherness
is an ecstasy unendurable
would that life expanded
to contain paradise's elixirs!
would that the human shield modified
to bear your ineffable glorious potence!
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for i had shut my eyes
with just such an awesome resolve
& now i do have my eyes
verily open indeed!
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